ohh my favourite -_- Why does this even exist? I always say that laziness is our body's way of getting some rest, but when it continues for more than 2 days it becomes annoying.
And I don't even have that completely lazy mode. I want to do stuff, a billion stuff. But I can't even make myself get some water XD I feel like I'm dead. In the morning I stayed in my bed for 2 hours pretending I was asleep because I wasn't really into dealing with the world. Unfortunately I had to get up because I wanted to take a shower. I regreted it, it was way too cold out of my blanket
Anyway, another thing that anoys me in general is breakfast. who invented it? I'm not hungry in the morning, why do I have to eat? jeesus....anyway, not that I'm usually hungry in the afternoon either XD I want to eat only when I'm hungry, why is this wrong?
Back to the semi-laziness thing. I have certain periods that I am productive: In the middle of the night, when I'm sick or when I've drunk coffee and when I feel jealous of other people who do more and better stuff than me. Now, when all of these factors come together I have these mini-explosions, like a few days ago,when I started making an adventure journal, i tried to re-learn knitting and studied caligraphy, while I also wrote a freaking epic report about what we could improve to a fictional Botanical Park, wich was part of my homework for my english classes. I also tried to make ablog but failed because my computer decided it was time to start acting up again XD But after these periods end, the semi-laziness strikes and I know I have to continue doing all the awsome stuff I was doing, I can't. I look back at them and I think they suck and then I just leave them half-finished.... another bad bad baaadd trait of my personality, I rarely finish stuff that at first I really wanted to make/ see/ read/ etc......
I have also given up on trying to get any kind of pet right now because I discovered I have zero space in my tiny room and also zero money to spend..... *hugs all the stuffed animals and sits in the corner*
In addittion to everything else, I have this huge problem today..... I am going to the doctor in the evening. And let me tell you, I can't control my fear for doctors and medicine and hospitals and stuff. I don't mind visitng them asd long as I'm not the one who's sick. But this time I am the sick one who's mroe than likely going to have to take antibiotics because I have the flue. And there are very very few things that I dispise more than antibiotics. Even the word makes me sick....but whatever...
P.S. Dear DA, you should add a "sick" option in the mood place, thank you XD